My World, My Point Of View, My Opinion

I started back my written after get busy couple of days or month i guess. My laptops always beside me but because lots of work attend lots of sucks meeting i don't have time to manage blogs. Thanks to God because give lil bit times, and freely i can write anything playing inside my head. Around a weeks ago, i with my assistant had a meeting with kind of department of ministries, to me that's not meeting anymore because seeing small business group get mad with that department. Why 10 years they do business and loan but until now the progress very low for example if you do the right business conduct by the government of cause after 10 years you will buy a mercedes or bmw rite? i attend there just for being observer. In days one after i hear lots of noises about it, i just ask my assistant go and i stay inside hotel room and sometimes i go walking around chow kit area window shopping. I hate birocration. Its not only political metters but also effected for people like us. Im not working for goventment! I will not blame them if they do the right attitude in work. ok ok forget about it. At night around 9.00 pm i go meet my old colleges friends around subang area that manage own business. Im not so lucky like them even lots opputunity arouds me. I not jelouse when hear they got salary higher then me around RM40k /month, but i jelouse because they still stick together and co operate to find business opputunity. Not like me, im alone. Even i have company and share with my ipoh friends but never get same to do decision! Ego! Thats why i keep a quiets awhile waiting to strike back. The problem maybe im too young from them ( 2 or 3 years between their ages are to young?). At last all the partner do own business after that one by one of them ask me to help find business, sorry to says one i drop and get lies by own partner friends i will not help specially about TRUST. Lots of difference with my old college guy. when they heard my problem they help me, not about the money but about the trust people. I hope my dad always in good healthy because i tried my best to rise again and help him. I dont want waste time anymore, for me all i do now just for my parent specially my mom and dad. i will do the best before its to late. I will back on track and strike again in family business.